Thursday, February 5, 2009

(the day without michelle) today, i finally understand something.. maybe it is the time 2 end ~ everything u done ,make me feel that i am jus a lonely bird flying in the sky ~ feeling so cold n lonely .. i know u saw,u heard , u knew everytime your mobile vibrating /ringing.. but do u know the feeling when the call was not answered? messages not being reply ? the feeling of the person that care for u ? i think u will never know how i feel.. my name will not appear in your mobile anymore~ your mobile will no longer being interupted with my call n sms~
unhappy day (the day without michelle)- tonight, i am so unhappy ~ well ,i am trying 2 make myself better ,i listen to music and chatting with fren .. but , conflict come in ~ i start quarrel with my mom ~ a big quarrel .. This make me feel even worst.. my feeling getting worst~

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

i dunno y suddenly my brain feel like so empty ~ sometimes i will feel down also jus like this few days ~ haiz~ today i hurt my ribs~ so pain ~

Sunday, February 1, 2009

i miss ya so much, every day,every hour ,every minute ,every second, i also will b missing u ~ how i wish i can b at ur side all the time.. just like your guardian angel.. you just like the key to my heart ~

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Tonight i feel very sad ~ In the afternoon ,i receive sms frm her ~ i felt very happy when i saw her sms ,i have been waiting for her answer ~ But when i read her message , my heart suddenly feel like fell out ~ i dunno what happen btw us or there might b a mistake i done wrong.. so , i met her in the night for the last time ~ It is really suffer during this moment ~ my heart was so pain~ It 's so hard for me 2 forget u, it is not easy to forget a person that i really love before~ I will never forget the moment we hug, we kiss ,we smile and the moment we celebrate christmas and the moment we have been together~That was the sweetest moment i ever had.. Your smell ,the way u kiss, the way u smile will never fade in my memories~ those memories will always stay in my heart forever ~ I will never forget u, Michelle~.. The necklace that u give,i will b keeping it with care and tender just like keeping u in my heart forever .. One thing i wanna tell u , before this i seldom see the stars in the sky, but after i met u, i start to observe the star after the 1st time we observe star together ~

Jack
(Blink Blink)

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Oh no~

well ,i got a fever early in the morning~ my whole body feel like hanging on a giant rock~ my muscle all pain (every part ) .. especially the head ~ feel damn pain~ eventhough i feel sick , i gotta rush to my work place to get my salary paid~ so i went there in the afternoon, when i came back ,i was ok~ In the evening,my headace start back~ haiz..